An Abnormality in the Mainfram

My schizotypal mind cannot operate properly within the limitations of a dysfunctional reality. Or perhaps, it is my delusional mind that reflects it's own dysfunctional properties onto reality. Either way, there is an abnormality present which is being filtered through my perception. Whether it is external or internal is of no concern to me. It is only prevelant as it is there and I am aware of it.I have not yet ascertained a discernible mental description of what this abnormality may be or it's exact affects on my being. It maintains an ambiguous presence within the recesses of my mind yet is becoming ever more progressive in it's apparency. I only know it is there because it hasn't always been there.